Change

so alot is going through my mind...i like to analyze my life AND and i realized that i miss my old self..care free and fun..now im always stressing and emotionally up and down...it sucks...i miss my mom alot...its hard to move on...i miss my relationship with my dad...i miss being truely happy..im happy but not how happy used to be...i love my sorority....i love my girls....i cant wait to graduate...its so close...growing up teaches you alot...it pushes you...i love my apartment..being on my own again=freedom..so im done being emotional..lol...peace