you found me

a lot has happened this year. David and i went our separate ways. it was and is still hard. I really know how a broken heart feels. We went thru alot together. he was there for me when others weren't our relationship was deff crazy but i couldnt ask for anything else! i learned alot and made mistakes and made great memories....school is crazy hard as usual. moving back home and this time i want this and im ready to try to work on my relationship with my dad ! plus i want to save money and stress less. hmmm theres another guy that entered back into my life and he understands me and he is truly amazing. he is pretty much everything i want in a guy and i know my dad will approve. he can handle my crazy and nagging ass lol. i love his fambam and i think my fambam will like him as well. so one guy left and another one entered. i want to take things slow but you never know!

Change

so alot is going through my mind...i like to analyze my life AND and i realized that i miss my old self..care free and fun..now im always stressing and emotionally up and down...it sucks...i miss my mom alot...its hard to move on...i miss my relationship with my dad...i miss being truely happy..im happy but not how happy used to be...i love my sorority....i love my girls....i cant wait to graduate...its so close...growing up teaches you alot...it pushes you...i love my apartment..being on my own again=freedom..so im done being emotional..lol...peace

Zeta Tau Alpha Creed

To realize that within our grasp, in Zeta Tau Alpha, lies the opportunityto learn those things which will ever enrich and ennoble our lives; to be trueto ourselves, and to those within and without our circle; to think in termsof all mankind and our service to the world; to be steadfast, strong, and cleanof heart and mind, remembering that since the thought is father to the deed,only that which we would have manifested in our experience should be entertainedin thought; to find satisfaction in being, rather than seeming, thus strengtheningin us the higher qualities of the spirit; to prepare for service and learn thenobility of serving, thereby earning the right to be served; to seek understandingthat we might gain true wisdom; to look for the good in everyone; to seebeauty, with its enriching influence; to be humble in success, and without bitternessin defeat; to have the welfare and harmony of the Fraternity at heart, strivingever to make our lives a symphony of high ideals, devotion to the right, the good,and the true, without a discordant note; remembering always that thefoundation precept of Zeta Tau Alpha was love, "the greatest of all things."by Shirley Kreasan Strout